It's happening again. I decide to skip class to work on this resume and cover letter for applying to Latin private school teaching jobs and... I panic. Overwhelmingly drowning in self doubt and fear. Every time! Every time I try to work on this I freak. That's why I've procrastinated so badly. I thought I had helped myself by recognizing this fear last time... doesn't change the fact that I didn't finish it then and I just freaked too much to write more than one sentence. I need to finish this today or I may never finish it. Why.... why am I incapable of this?
I also need to go to the grocery store and do laundry. Mundane life, I am not made for you.